When I enter a room now, I feel as though all eyes are on me: the cow. I have no willpower, and have never been good at fasting. In instead, I’ll eat a handful of xanax and sleep for few days. Funny- When I wake up, I’m still hungry.

Feb 9 -
I used to like my curves-the way I looked

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I do not own a scale. I am not proana. I didn't always feel this way.